I am almost growing ill from all the fighting my mother and I have been doing. She has been taking care of my children now for six months because I could not afford to take care of them after their father left me last year. She has recently taken it upon herself to not let me visit the children due to the fact that I am dating someone from Nottingham escorts. She finds it disgusting and told me that until I left him I could not step foot through her door. I am at a complete loss of words over all of this. I love him so much it hurts, but I could never choose a man over seeing my children. I wish more than anything she would have a change of heart but I do not see it happening. So I guess I have a very tough decision to make.